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|  | Pure Conjecture {Guardie} « Thread Started on Sept 21, 2009, 1:53pm » | |
Ben had ridden his bike until he ran out of road to drive on. He wouldn't ruin the thing by driving it off-road. The road ended at the edge of a vast expanse of undeveloped land, a meadow of sorts. Ben had never been here before, and it was a nice change of scenery. He was angry at himself for running out, but he was even more angry at Damian. He was angry because he was tired of being abandoned. While most of the others had been mere flings and one-night-stands, he'd actually let himself believe that the silver brute was different. Apparently he'd been wrong.
He sighed to himself as he leaned on the red and white "end of the road" signs and looked out over the stretch of land before him. He didn't know what he'd do now. He didn't want to go back to his apartment, but that left him with no where to live. He looked to his bike and grinned unconvincingly. "Just you and me now. Maybe we'll just travel away from this damn place and go somewhere new. There's nothing for me here..." Ben looked across the meadow once more, watching as the sun peeked up over the horizon.
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|  | Re: Pure Conjecture {Guardie} « Reply #1 on Oct 4, 2009, 10:49am » | |
Damian hadn't intended to follow after Ben. Never intended to bother himself with another that was simply running out of his life again. He had been so ready to go back home and forget entirely about the brown haired man he had turned and copulated with time and again. Night had came and went, Damian had fallen easily to the Mother moon and he had hunted. He had tore through those around him, feasting on their blood and flesh. Then he hunted for him. The one who had the ability to set Damian's temper off, easily arouse emotions in him he'd never touched in years, the one that made him chase after....
The sun had risen only part way, but it did give Damian the reprieve from the demon within as he now sat maybe a half mile away from Ben; if not that. Slowly he rose to his feet, whipping off blood that caked onto his cheek. Wind rushed pass him, bringing Ben's scent to him and he found himself lifting his nose to it. His body shivered with the fading remnants of last nights previous...onslaught before he leaped off. For whatever reason that darker side of him was after Ben. Hunted him feverishly and it wasn't to tear into him like the rest of those useless bags of flesh.
'...there's nothing for me here.'
He caught the end of the phrase as he landed silently just a few feet behind Ben. Blood was obvious over his nude body, but Damian didn't care. He studied the back of Ben's head trying to figure out why he had went after the brat. Wasn't he just going to let Ben go? Just so he didn't have to deal with these confusion emotions and the, dare he say, fright of having another one walk out on him? His hair blew into his eyes and he finally shifted. "Perhaps...that it really isn't me chasing those close to me away. Perhaps it's them assuming I said something from what I really meant," His voice came in a low snarl, one that he had not intended to force onto Ben. Auburn still speckled his eyes as the moon had yet to fully set.
He strode closer to Ben, step after step he prowled up to Ben until they were but inches apart. "I'm sick and tired of letting pests like you into my life. Allowing you to pierce through my resolve and sheilds, telling you things I would never tell another soul," He shoved his finger rather roughly against Ben's chest with a glare before his hand lifted and gently touched his cheek while his gaze seemed to soften, "I was so willing to let the past ones go...but you Benjamin. You will not escape me so easily. You can run from this place, you can run away from me all you like Ben. Though don't think for one second that you won't feel me. That you won't crave me, or not ever think of me," His smirk was dark and rather vicious as he trailed his fingers down Ben's neck and pushed into the brat's jacket to reveal his marked shoulder. "You belong to me Ben. You'll never get that mark off you unless I fully release you. As much as I'm sure you would like me too, I find that I can't," He glared again, angered as he stared at the mark on Ben's neck.
"You've dumped your poison into me and...now all I want is you. Your blood drives me insane, your taste to me is an aphrodisiac. Your...very existence has me on my knees for you...." He lifted his glittered emerald eyes as he pressed his lips firmly together as he smoothed his thumb over the bite marks. "It infuriates me...that you can bring these emotions out of me. That you can leave me nauseous with the very threat of leaving. Yet...I am very unwilling to let you just walk out on me like the others have," He frowned looking from one eye to the next. Nor had he meant to spurt off so much about things he, himself, didn't understand. Though, as much as Damian may deny later, it was the truth. Ben, whether he knew it or not, had Damian wrapped up and leashed. Ironic wasn't it? Damian removed his hand from Ben's neck and stepped away as he lifted his gaze to the rising sun. "Leave if you want to Ben. I'm not stopping you, just remember you'll be injuring an already wounded beast," He didn't turn to look at Ben as he rubbed his side where he could feel tiny nicks that stung just a tad to grab his attention. Well...that must have meant he had more than just a feast last night.
He blew out a breath of thought before chuckling and turning towards the north; towards his home. His daughter would be waiting for him. Seeing as he had been gone for weeks. Damian would need to wash up before going home though. A good few hours of soaking should do him enough good for him to be ready for the hyper active nineteen year old and all of the questions she may throw at him. He rubbed his chin for a moment before simply shrugging and stepping away from Ben. It was a decision Ben would have to make. Damian, though unwilling to remove his mark, would let Ben leave. He'd be more willing to let Ben go if it made him happy, then force him to stay and be miserable. He stretched his arms over his head, stretching out cramped muscles. "Hrm...wonder what Buu's makin me for dinner," He grinned to himself as he began to slowly make his way home.
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|  | Re: Pure Conjecture {Guardie} « Reply #2 on Oct 4, 2009, 11:55am » | |
Ben remained silent as Damian spoke. It was as if he was being haunted and simply couldn't escape. So far that was the main thing that he didn't like about being a werewolf. The ability to track and be tracked was absolutely insane. He thought about the brute's statement before turning and facing him. There didn't seem to be a way out of this one. Ben knew he would only be fighting himself if he chose to turn away and ignore the man who stood before him now. The tone to his voice was terrifying, but Ben did his best to hide his fear, and furthermore - his desire. He wanted to hate his creator, but the strength and power Damian exhibited wouldn't allow him to. If anything it made him want to stay and make things work.
Every word stung like a thousand piercing nails, the result of the mock-hatred that lay behind them and the pain in Damian's eyes. It didn't help Ben to know that he was partially responsible. Unfortunately, he couldn't figure out why it was his fault. It just didn't make any sense. Like Damian, Ben didn't understand why he should be different than any other individual that the silver brute had fancied for any amount of time. He didn't understand why he was so special. However, there was something that Damian couldn't seem to understand either. Ben was biding his time, waiting until Damian had finished speaking and pushing him around. He had a few harsh words of his own that he wanted to enlighten the brute with.
When finally he stepped away, Ben brought his own hand up to the mark. Honestly, he didn't want to lose that keepsake. It seemed that it was the closest connection he had to what he truly wanted. "You aren't leaving without letting me talk first." He said, closing the distance once more and grabbing Damian's arm to turn him around. Looking him in the eyes he took a deep breath and began.
"You don't get it, do you? You aren't the only one suffering here. I've never met anyone else who means as much to me as you do, but you are so blinded by your own feelings and desires to see that I don't want to leave. If you asked me to, I would stay. You would never have to ask again. You've just given me the biggest guilt trip I've ever received, and completely without reason. I would eagerly stay with you, but you never thought to ask because you are the most stubborn, bull-headed individual who never considered that maybe I feel the same way. I don't want to leave now and I never have before. But I feel as though you've given me no choice in the matter. When all you do is behave as though you don't want me around and all you want is to escape as soon as possible, what do you expect me to think? I sure as hell won't stick around if I feel you'll be unhappy. I'm sorry that I make you feel new things that neither of us understands, but clearly that's entirely out of my power. I can't do anything about that."
Ben stared at Damian with only quiet determination blaring in his eyes. He didn't know if his words would even have any effect, or what would happen next. All he did know was that whatever it was would determine where he would be that night - alone or otherwise. "The last thing I want to do is hurt you..."
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|  | Re: Pure Conjecture {Guardie} « Reply #3 on Oct 6, 2009, 4:24pm » | |
Damian listened intently as he studied Ben's face. It didn't make sense. He didn't move to shake Ben's hand from his arm; something he would have done to everyone else. I he didn't like being touched, especially not with one he was so upset with. He didn't say a word as Ben went on with his own speech. Some words had left him breathless, while others made him frown. "I shouldn't have to ask..." he grunted indignantly, but the frown was quickly forced away as he lifted his free arm and smoothed the tips of his fingers across Ben's chin and up to his cheek. He was silent for some time before a light frown creased around his lips, ”Had I been unhappy, Ben, I would have chased you away months ago.” It was something he did know. Ben never had made Damian unhappy, though annoying at times; never unhappy.
He pulled away from Ben and looked at the sky, studying the colors that painted the sky beautifully. ”If I must I will apologize. If my actions offend you and cause you to think I don’t want you around. It is just how I am, how I was brought up, and how everyone has beaten it into me,” He looked at Ben with steady eyes. ”It is my only protection for myself. I could care less if someone hacked and slashed at my flesh, the only thing that I find worthy of protecting about myself is something I’ve shielded for neigh over a century. You’ve broke those walls; quicker than I could have ever been prepared for. I desire for you, I wish for you to stay with me, but I will not ask you for it. I will not build my hopes of having just one only to have it shot and beaten all over again. I apologize if my ways seem cruel to you, but even you should know how cruel this world can be,”
He suddenly frowned though as he shifted his hand to trail back over an ear and grip into Ben’s brown locks. ”As for disappearing. I have no desire for you to see me under the control of the moon. I will always leave your side for a week. I will not…I can’t let you see such a thing. I may like your blood on my lips…but it would devastate me for it to cover my body as the blood that covers me now.” He suddenly chuckled lowly as he bent and pressed his lips against Ben’s forehead, ”I also have to say…that you’re the biggest fool I’ve ever met. For even so much as allowing yourself to let me be that means so much to you,”
He pulled away with a few back steps before turning and looking at the now blue sky. ”I hurt a lot of people Ben. Sometimes it’s on purpose, sometimes in unintentional. People don’t try to let me have a second chance, to try and fix the wrong I’ve committed. So I’m not expecting that you will do so, but…” slowly he turned to halfway face Ben again. He lifted his arm and outstretched his hand towards Ben, ”I do know that you’ve captured a devil. I have to return home…” Damian waited to see if Ben would turn his head from his inviting hand, or if the brat would be so willing to accompany him to his home since he kept saying he didn’t want to leave. He’d never taken anyone to his home, they weren’t allowed to be there; no one was allowed to be there unless her personally took them their or they were apart of the guard or maids, and of course his family could come and go as they pleased.
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|  | Re: Pure Conjecture {Guardie} « Reply #4 on Oct 8, 2009, 6:02pm » | |
Ben scowled. "There's no reason you shouldn't ask. I'm not a mind reader, you know. And when you act exactly the way everyone else in my past has, I have every reason to expect permanent abandonment." He resisted the urge to flinch away from Damian's hand, but even his touch made Ben shiver. It would, too, until the silver brute belonged to him...even then it might not stop. He took his hand off of Damian's arm and backed up, crossing his own arms as Damian too stepped away. He listened attentively to the brute's words, though he almost wished he could block them out. He didn't want to risk hearing something he wouldn't like, even though he had yet to. In fact, he quite liked what he was hearing and was struggling to conceal a look of triumph.
When Damian grabbed a hold of him again, Ben looked into his eyes, knowing he meant what he said. But what was one week a month if Ben could have Damian for an eternity? It would suck, sure, but it would be manageable. The brute's lips were hot against his flesh and sent a whole new series of sparks through his body. He said he wouldn't ask Ben to stay, but whether Damian realized it or not, his actions spoke all too clearly. For Ben to stay was one thing he wouldn't have to ask now, and it was an easy decision. "I would be happy to give you a second chance...you might as well still be on your first. It hasn't ended." Ben smiled softly and took his hand, then looked at his bike. "Ever ridden one before?"
((I couldn't remember if he has ridden the bike before with Ben. lol I'll feel retarded if he has, so let me know. XD)
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